Waiting.

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Impatiently waiting to see my husband. 4 days as of this post. 3 more days until I’m on a plane, on my way to NC to meet up with the in-laws. Stay there over night, then drive out to SC. ❤ I’m getting nervous. Like… first-kiss kind of butterflies. It’s pretty crazy!

I’m beyond ecstatic. I’ve already got my things packed. ♥ I’m still unsure what to wear for family day though… (which is driving me crazy!) I’m really itchin’ for a phone call on Sunday! ☺ I need to get details to get a rental car to take him back to AIT with, however, I need to find out what time to pick it up and to drop it off. It’s rather irritating. I would like to pick it up Graduation day (Thurs.) and drop it off on Friday. I wish I didn’t have to specify times. Poopy. Meh. 

My sleep since I’ve been in Virginia has sucked. First night was horrible. Just… horrible. Last night wasn’t too bad. But I kept waking up then going back to sleep until 3pm EST. So very frustrating. I also keep having nightmares. Having nightmares and an empty side of the bed kills me. I used to roll over and at least hold my husbands hand, arm, or cuddle close to him. I have not even my dog since I left her with my mom in the meantime of me being across the country. Sucks. SUCKS. Sucks. I really hate it. I CANNOT wait for him to be home. I’m REALLY hoping he gets a weekend pass before he starts AIT on the following Monday. *fingers crossed* However, no one knows but those who can make that decision. *sigh* I really dislike the unknowing. 

Concluding this post; I’m going to attempt to get some sleep, (at 12:40am). I REALLY need to get on EST schedule. >_< I also have Mumford & Son’s – “I Will Wait” on repeat. ♥ Goodnight. I hope…. 

Nights.

I’m laying here watching FRIENDS. I should be asleep, but as the days get closer and closer to seeing my husband, the harder and harder it gets to sleep. I’m starting to lose motivation again during the day because I get to sleep late, and I sleep in for quite some time. It’s causing me to get rather annoyed with myself.